Transport Me

"If I could rewind the clock I would most surely return to the time when you were here." ~Mama Hen

Lately I have had days where I wish I could transport myself back to the time when my Dad was here. I miss the comfort and safe feeling I always had when I woke up each day simply knowing that my Dad was just a phone call away. We often take for granted the people who are our "rock" while on this journey. It is almost fourteen years that he has been gone and in some ways time has made "dealing with" his loss more bearable. I guess in some ways I have mastered the art of compartmentalizing the tremendous hole I feel in my heart since he no longer was here to talk to, visit, or simply hug. I see so much of my Dad in Little Chick. His great big smile and incredibly bright personality are only a couple of things she reflects. I only wish he was here to see my beautiful daughter as she grows and continues to brighten the world we live in with her infectious smile. If I could rewind the clock I would love to revisit my Dad in the picture you see. He had visited me when I was living in Puerto Vallarta, Mexico. Although he worried and wanted me home and safe, he always supported my decisions and encouraged me to follow my dreams and passions. My Dad was my strength, guide, role model and inspiration. More than anything his love was like a blanket of comfort and safety. I miss him so and pray that he knows just how much he meant to me.

Dear Daddy

"Your brilliant light carries on in all of those who have been fortunate enough to know you."

~Mama Hen

Dear Daddy,

Your presence is missed every day. You were the light that guided me through my youth. You had an incredible gift to make everyone laugh and smile. You were always there for family, friends and anyone in need. Friends would go to you for your wisdom and guidance. You were so respected and an outstanding contributor to our community. You made sure to create a strong foundation for both of your children. You filled it with love, kindness, morals, values, respect and a solid education. You made sure that we never forgot how blessed we are and instilled in us the need to "give back". You never asked anything of anyone you would not do yourself 150%. Your journey was definitely not an easy one, but you taught us to climb mountains and to keep climbing until we reached the top. Nothing could get in our way unless we allowed it to. You showed us that dreams are important and that obtaining them means we must work at it. You provided a home for us that was magnificent, but always reminded us to thank the dear Lord each and every day. You started with nothing and taught us that working hard can and will help us to reach our goal. Not only were you incredibly successful, but you then shared it with others. You always opened up our home to others to enjoy. If someone had nowhere to go for the holidays you extended an invitation and made sure they felt like family. You encouraged me to be the best me possible and although I feel lost without you at times, your strength and light always comes shining though. My daughter carries the same light and your beautiful spirit lives on in her. You were so loved and your passing will always leave a hole in my heart until we may meet again.

Happy Father's Day Daddy!